He's Just Not That Into You!

Let me first start off by saying that this movie was my life!!!!

I'm well aware of the phrase "He's just not that into you!"

Of course, I'm the type to withhold information like that, but besides that it's a true statement that I feel awfully close to.

So, last night two of my girlfriends - Sara Lee and Katrina - went and saw the movie. It was really funny, cute and so very true in many scenses. I always like picking out characters in the movie that are closest to me and my life. Well the one closest to me that I picked along with Sara Lee and Katrina was Jennifer Anistons character "Beth."

She is the one that had been in the 7 year relationship, they lived together and she wanted to get married. But at the end she finds that marriage is just a pieace of paper that is signed and that their love for each other is much greater and deeper than most married couples. Basiclly it boils down to, that she wanted something and didnt get her way so dumped him, but then regretted it because she knew that he was perfect and the one for her. I won't give away the ending, but it's a true 'chick-flick' to go see.

So here is my other delema and of course it goes along with the entire movie theme.

My friend Katrina and I wanted to go to the M-O-T Ball this year for Mardi Gras. So we invited two of our guy friends to go with us, not as dates just as guys to go and hang with and have a good time with. So, Harry and Chason were going to be our dates, they had bought thier tickets and everything. Well my friend "date" what ever you want to call him, dropped out. So, I am datelesss!!! So here is the problem, I don't really have any other guy friends that could go on such short notice. It's the 21st so next Saturday!!! So, I really don't want to go now...and it's turning into a big deal with Katrina!!! i feel bad, but i'm kind of over the entire thing. It would be fun, but I don't feel confortable in my dress---since it was my old prom dress some 3 years ago!!! It fits, but not that great and that's never fun to feel like you dont look good.

So what's a girl suppose to do!!?!!?!?!?!

My Heart is Full!Ok,

Ok, since I can't sleep I thought that I would resort to spilling my heart out. Of course, there really isn't much to spill but there are a few things that are weighing down on me that I need to get off. '

A) Where did I go wrong?

I had such a wonderful relationship with the Lord up until right before Christmas. I hate to say it, but the last time I stepped foot in a church to worship the Lord was on Christmas Eve. That's pathetic, almost 2 months of not even looking toward the Lord and seeking him. There are times when I want to draw close to him and I see other people and how much they love and adore the Lord, how much they have spent their daily lives living for him. I am just to selfish! I am sure as you read this you will think "Gosh, Molly no need to be so blunt." Well, its the truth. I love the Lord, he has saved me from my sin even though at this very moment I should be tossed into the firey pitts of hell, he has raised me up and called me by name! How is that fair? I am sure there is someone else out there that deserves this more than I do? Right? Why can't I have a deep loving yearning relationship with the Lord, why can't I draw near to him every morning and every night, why is it so hard for me to say a quick prayer on the bus to class in the morning???? WHY? WHY? WHY? I think what it is, is that it's me. I have to make the choice to start living my life the way it would be pleasing to the Lord.

I think what I am waiting to happen is for something ot go major wrong in my life and for me to really just turn it all over to him nad say here you go, I can't live the life I was living.

How do I even turn to the Lord, I almost feel ashamed turning to him and seeking him and asking for him to guide me? Why would he want to after what I have done to him?!

50 Things You Didn't Know About Me!

I'm going to do a fun post today.........so I thought that I would list 50 things that you didn't know about me!! Some are pretty interesting, so be prepaired :)

1. My full name is : Molly Grace Vosicky

2. I was born in Laguna Beach, California!!! The real OC baby!

3. am addicted to Watermelon

4. Grew up in Wisconsin, hence the reason I have somewhat of a Northern accent

5. Am terrified of snakes

6. Was home-schooled for 2 years

7. Was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder when I was a Freshman in high school.

8. Like to control things

9. Shoes are my drug of choice

10. Shopping is my pain-killer of choice

11. Have only been kissed two times in my life ( my first kiss happened when I was 19 at the Iron Bowl in Auburn)

12. I drive a VW Bug "Lucy" (blurple-the color / a mixture of blue and purple)

13. A waitress at Buffalo Wild Wings

14. Have two best friends (Emily Smith & Libby Allen)

15. Have never had a boyfriend

16. Plan on going to graduate school after I graduate from University of South Alabama.

17. Would love to one day work for a non-profit organization

18. Like ot paint

19. Was hit in the head by the end of a hammer when I was 7, by no other than my older brother Alex.

20. As a kid, I liked to lick the sinder block walls of our basement.

21. Became a believer when I was 16

22. Mani/Pedi's are my weakness (and will spend the money to go and get them done on a

regular basis)

23. Would love to marry one day, but not have children until later in life.

24. Want to adopt as many children as I can.

25. I was asked to appear on the Oprah show in September 2007 (an episode speaking about Bipolar disorder, I declined because I wasn't ready to open up to the world about it).

26. Have an attitude that makes me come off as a "bitch" at times, but I promise it takes me a second to warm up to you.

27. I don't need any help, I can do it on my own. (I can change a tire, put air in my tires, ext)

28. Have the highest standards for guys......that could be another day.

29. Love being outdoors

30. Love the beach, but hate the sand!

31. Get motion sickness.....airplane, back seat of a car, boats.

32. Yes, I own a pair of UGG boots---the things that should have gone out of style before they even came into style!

33. Am the only girl, and have two of the coolest most amazing brothers in the world.

34. Kim and Joe are my parents (and spoil me to the core)

35. Am a magazine freak....I buy one everytime I enter a store.

36. Love to paint

37. Lip gloss makes me smile :)

38. My favorite band is "Kings of Leon"

39. Was a 10 lb 6 oz baby!

40. Sometimes just get in my car and drive......to nowhere, just drive!

41. Love smelling the rain.

42. I take a nap everyday

43. My favorite flowers are tulips!!! I'm still waiting to have someone send me a bundle of them.

44. Am a hopeless romantic!

45. I cry when I see an older person or a special needs person ( =I guess I have a big heart)!

46. Own over 40 pair of underwear!

47. My closet is color cordinated and all my shoes are kept in there boxes.

48. Can't wait to fall in love

49. I'm still searching for the thing that I need to live my life for.

50. I have broken my arm from falling out of a tree!

I hope you can laugh at most of these, because these 50 things makeup who I am!!!

It's Been a While!

Hi Everyone!!!

Yes, I am still alive and doing well. As you can see I found a new hair "statement!" Of course, there was not planning in getting my hair cut this way, it just ended up this way and I rolled with it. It seems to be a hit, and I think it works ( a cute cut for the spirng)!

So, let me catch up on my life, since my last post which was almost 2 months ago.

NOT MUCH HAS HAPPENED!!!

Really, I ended last semester with some 'great' grades. I was very proud of myself for buckling down like I did and finishing the semester off with the grades I did.

The holidays were very low-key and enjoyable. I have found that as you grow older, you value sharing moments with your family that are funny and memorable rather than recieve hundreds of gifts. Don't get me wrong, I do LOVE my new Coach purse that I got, but it was just something that I have been observing.

This should make you laugh.....I spent New Year's Eve by myself in my apartment, in my PJ's eating pretzels!!! YES, you read it right...I rang in 2009 without my friends or family, no drink, no midnight kiss, just me myself nad I!!! That is a moment that will go down in the books as "lamest thing I have ever done!"

What has been happeneing around here currently is pretty basic. I am taking 13 hours this semester and the reason why, is so I can keep a good GPA, I am shooting for 3.5 but I would settle for a 3.0.

So between school and working as a server at Buffalo Wild Wings, I really don't have much time for anything else. I have made some really good friends through work, and have really enjoyed hanging out with them. Although, I think working at BWW has been th ebest thing for me, becaue I now have a view of what my life could be like if I don't get a college degree of some sort. There are young people that, this is their income...tip's are their income. Where tips' buy me the things I need in life like: shoes, clothes, mani/pedi's, makeup, gas and food. As you can see my priotiries have gotten a little backward, but a girl's got to look good.

I wish that I had the energy to write stories about what has happened to me while working in the resturant business!!! There is no doubt in my mind that if you were to get a group of servers from all different types of sit down resturants, you would pee your pants from laughing so hard with all the funny stuff that goes on. I sometimes have to call mom just to tell her something because she will laugh, since she most likely had been in that exact situation!!!

There still is no boyfriend (although I do hangout with them and talk with them....big step), I have more friends (if you define a friend, as someone you text and go to lunch with), so I guess I have been doing pretty well for myself.

I pat myself on the back, because for the past 2 months, I have been buying everything myself with the money that I make. The only thing that Mom and Dad pay for is rent, college, insurance, and cell phone...everything else is on me.

Since it's rolling in o n 3AM and I have to be at work at 10AM, I better get to bed. I promise that I will start posting at least once a wekk. Because, believe me there is alot on my heart that needs to be let out, but there just isnt enough time to do it all.